I DEMAND EUPHORIA.

1 - You are an incredible and strong person. I wish I could be more like you, but I don’t think I ever can be. Thank you for being on my side for so long, even though I didn’t deserve your support half the time. I’m sorry for everything. I know I can make you proud.

2 - I actually love spending time with you. You’re completely hilarious and it’s pretty spooky how alike we are. We’re like the exact same person. We even walk the same. It’s really a shame my friends don’t know how cool you are. I wish we understood eachother better, but I don’t think that’ll happen any time soon. I know I can make you proud, too!

3 - You light up my whole fucking world sometimes. Everyone’s, actually. I’m so worried about the future for you. I wish you could understand me. I wish I could understand you. What are you thinking half the time? I hope you aren’t lonely. I frigg’n love you.

4 - I don’t know what happened to you. I tried my very best to make things work, and I thought you wanted it as much as I did. But evidently, I was wrong. I really miss you. I wish this didn’t have to happen, but there’s nothing I can do if you don’t care. This is your fault.

5 - There are not enough words for me to tell you how I feel about you. “I love you” will have to do, for now. Thanks for everything.

6 - Where did you go!? Why did you leave to abruptly? You were the absolute best person to ever talk to, and I’m sure if you were around today, not much would have changed for us. I hope you’re well. I really miss you a lot. I don’t think I can ever forget you.

7 - I fucking miss you; it’s been way too long! Please come see me soon. Thanks for being so great, and always being there. I love you and I love talking to you. Call me when you get the chance! You know who you are. ;)

8 - Hey buddy, I know you’re reading. I hope you’re around for longer than the others. Thanks for showing me cool shit and getting me pumped. Love you guuurl. ;)

9 - No one makes me crazy like you do. And I mean that it the worst possible way. I fucking hate you; get out of my head, you stupid bitch.

10 - I honestly can’t think of a tenth person. Loner. :(

Day 1 — Ten things you want to say to ten different people.

Day 2 — Nine things about yourself.

Day 3 — Eight ways to win your heart.

Day 4 — Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day 5 — Six things that you wish you had never done.

Day 6 — Five people who mean a lot to you.

Day 7 — Four turn offs.

Day 8 — Three turn ons.

Day 9 — Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day 10 — One confession

So, how’s it going?

of people telling me I’m wasting my time and if I go on like this for much longer, my life is going nowhere. That if I don’t get my shit together and stop dicking around right now, in two years it’ll be too late to make anything of myself.

Bullshit.

You only live once. That means you’re only young once. I’m not about to stop enjoying my life to the fullest because certain people don’t believe in me. And it won’t be too late in a couple of years.

“Too late for someone like you,” I’ve been told.

Fuck. It’s just so frustrating, that no matter what my plan is, it’s wrong. Or that I can’t do it. I’m expected to go from one thing to another. High school to post-secondary to the workplace. Just like that. No in-betweens. I might even do that, but just calm the fuck down, people! I’ll fucking get there! I will get there.

I just need some time. And as soon as I get my diploma by the end of this year, I feel like I have all the time in the world to use my youth as the Gods intended; get fucked up and party.

La bella vita.